10/27/12

"The choice is for us to say. Completely change or fade away."

My life has changed so much over the course of the last year.  It is amazing how comfortable we get in our routines.  And then one day our routines are no longer a part of our daily existence.  Something gets in the way and new routines develop.  New life experiences.  We're uncomfortable.  Out of our element.  But the storm subsides and we get into the flow with the new shit.
I got married.   I went on a 5 week honeymoon to Europe.  I quit my job.  I moved back to NY.  I left the house that I bought and spent the last two years renovating.  I put all of my shit in storage.  I started a business with my brother.  I worked endless hours.  My wife got pregnant.
We started that business in February.  9 months later, we have a successful business.
Things have changed.
I am having a baby.  There is a living being moving around inside my wife's womb.  I had something to do with that.  I helped create that being.  I ignored the fear and the uncertainty.  That being will be my child.  That child is change.  That is new!  I do not want to be stuck in a routine.  I will find newness and power in life.  I will increase.  I will grow.  I will change.